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Lamplighting

by Stephen Rippy

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1.
I. UNTIL YOU'VE GONE The coldest breath of winter Chilled the air between these walls And knocked me over frozen to the floor I'm left behind with half a mind To wish the worst for you And half a mind to call you back for more Well, I've never felt the years like I do now And I see them in the way your face is drawn As true as I can be And as you as I can be We won't know what we're not Until you've gone So long The darkest shade of midnight Drained the color from these walls And slipped into the shadows like a thief I’m left awake to blindly shake With sorrow and with rage With alternating grievances and grief Well, I've never felt less hope than I do now Never felt that I've had less to rely on The trust has gone away Leaving just the chance to say We won't know what we're not Until you've gone So, here’s a broken promise between friends Here’s a chance to second-guess the motive of a touch Here’s one more shattered heart crying to mend Here’s a future left to wonder how it was we loved so much So long, so long II. TWO SETS OF THREE Resigned to know that any step forward Walks me away from the life that we made Resigned to know we built a foundation Only to trade it for this barricade Now there’s a door with a lock just for me Now there’s a four split in two sets of three Resigned to know that every so often It seems a vow might be written in smoke Resigned to know we painted this picture Of unity that dissolved at a stroke Now there’s a dream with a hole cut for me Now there’s a four split in two sets of three So long, so long
2.
As the sun sets on an empire With no more bets to hedge From down below you call to me To slide one foot off the ledge Well, you’ve never caught the looks I’ve thrown So honestly I might have known A leap into those arms was bound to fail I crash down beyond the pale Just beyond the pale As the sun sets on an empire A fumble in the dark The chemistry of confusion Was close enough to a spark ‘Cause your sweetness burns a bitter blue That colors everything I do Combustion on a slower-motion scale It lights up beyond the pale Just beyond the pale Sure, the grass looked greener From the side of innocence That tired tale is what got us to now Still, if I had half a chance To climb back on the fence I couldn’t tell you why, let alone how So I leave behind the road ahead To stumble back to you instead And lose myself far off the beaten trail I’m somewhere beyond the pale Just beyond the pale
3.
A twenty for your thoughts An hour of my time Where the needle jumps From the ridiculous to the sublime I followed your lead from The garage to the bar Left her sleeping down the hall At least she knew I wasn’t far But would it have meant anything to you? How could it mean anything to you? Tried hard to see myself As you were in your prime Putting one foot past the other Up the stairs you used to climb To ease an aching heart You’d never even know From a distance of 5000 miles Some 50 years ago And would it have meant anything to you? How could it mean anything to you? The list of what I care about Looks smaller every day But still, I'm glad we had you for so long If I got better than I gave I hope at least it's clear You’ll always find me wanting one more song A twenty for your thoughts An hour of my time Where the needle jumps From the ridiculous to the sublime Watched every move you made And learned how to survive On the middle ground we found Between the stages of our lives For what it’s worth, it meant a lot to me All of these things meant a lot to me
4.
Moonrise or a streetlight From the backseat Does it matter either way? Drifting through the distance As the music Leads me slowly through the day Changing of a season If I could, I’d keep the world From crashing in Hold you ‘til the moment That you’re called To push out further than you’ve been I guess this thing I’m on about Is the way we choose our diamonds from the rough Which ones are worth the memories that we make And which are almost just enough? Still, what’s left to say of the passing of time That hasn’t all been said before? Only that it’s my turn to feel it brush by And soon enough it will be yours I guess what keeps me up at night Is the way you’ll choose your diamonds from the rough Can I be worth the memories that you’re making - At least almost just enough? Moonrise or a streetlight Through a window Shining silver at the seams So long to the shadows As the music Leads you slowly to your dreams
5.
Remember when she was a fever dream? An apparition passing like a drug Through your bloodstream Elusive and impossible to touch Sometimes appearing almost real And sometimes not so much You toss and turn the night away Open up your sleepless eyes ‘Cause you’ve seen enough of her To last the day Same room, different window Maybe find some other angle on the scene Same room, different window Nothing’s changed but how it looks If you know what I mean Remember when she was a lighted fuse? Inching closer to you When you had everything to lose Explosive and impossible to hold She stoked the fire While doing her best to leave you cold Same room, different window Over here, the cracks are clear behind the sheen Same room, different window Nothing’s changed but how it looks Do you know what I mean? Remember when she was a nagging doubt? A pointed question cutting From the inside slowly out But it never mattered And how could it matter? In the end, she was the wind That made a whisper of your shout Same room, different window Separate corners and the distance in between Same room, different window Nothing’s changed but how it feels If you know what I mean Do you know what I mean?
6.
Took your turn at the wheel of a sinking ship And saw disaster rising through the swells Maybe you jumped headfirst for the shallows Maybe you’ll find out the ground is there as well I used to dream you’d send us over the edge A helplessness confused for trust The last safe place is blown to dust Took your turn at the wheel of a sinking ship Ignored the chaos churning in its wake Maybe you waved away all the warnings Maybe what the left hand wants, the right would break I used to dream you’d send us over the edge A quiet just before the crash The last safe place scatters like ash Had to take a little time Had to lose a little blood Had to teach myself to let the walls close in Just to make it through the night Just to watch everything fall Just to try and stop it happening again But still, I’d dream you’d send us over the edge A lifetime hanging in the air The last safe place becomes nowhere
7.
8.
White horses drift Like chalk dust across the water I can read the river Well enough to get along For all your wills and won’ts You’ll need me ‘til you don’t And I’m not gonnna hang around to see How I’ve been wrong So sleepless night Slips into a sunless morning With its own headache That takes the edge off of the guilt Of moving on alone While you turn over stones And gather up the scattered pieces Of this thing we built I know you never heard me in the end And I was only shouting into the wind Shouting in the wind That steady ache Of a blameless situation Just enough to mark the passing time In shades of gray A tower made of dreams Can trap you ‘til it seems There’s nothing left to do but burn it down And walk away But how much would it matter in the end When I’ve only been shouting into the wind? Shouting in the wind Your sweetness burns a bitter blue Lights you up and draws me near It pulls me to this darkest place Flickers out and leaves me here Shouting in the wind
9.
Evangelina 03:40
Beautiful Evangelina Tell me what you hear This surely can’t be as good as it gets Rearrange the things I’ve said In confidence and fear And show me to a day with no regrets I couldn’t guess how bad it was ‘Til you gave me the space to fall apart To piece together who I am Before the real mistakes could ever start For that I thank you More than I think you know Beautiful Evangelina Tell me what you see This surely can’t be all that I’ve got left From out of the blue You and your smile brought back to me Some of the hope I’d lost to time and theft I couldn’t guess how bad it was ‘Til I could feel the blood rush through your hand So when I was left fumbling At least you had the grace to understand For that I thank you More than I think you know Bittersweet Evangelina Here’s to a life that might have been A chance to rest a troubled mind A chance to leave the past behind A chance for both of us to dream it up again I couldn’t guess how bad it was ‘Til somehow I walked into your embrace A season of uncertainty One that you made just possible to face For that I thank you More than I think you know

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released December 6, 2019

Recorded, mixed, witnessed, and notarized by Stephen Rippy at:
Big Al Productions Studios (Plano, TX and Allen, TX)
August, 2015 – August, 2019
Additional Recording (Track 06) by Kevin McMullan at:
Center of the Universe (Glendale, CA)

BIG AL: Acoustic and Electric Guitars, Acoustic and Electric Pianos, Basses, Drum Kit, Organ, Percussion, Programming, Synthesizers, Vocals

Cover design and illustration by Stephen Rippy
Band photograph by Cortnee Brekke

Music and words by Stephen Rippy (ASCAP)
©2019 Big Al Productions
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Stephen Rippy Dallas, Texas

Stephen Rippy is a Texas-based game soundtrack composer; notable releases include the "Age of Empires" series, "Halo Wars," "CastleVille," and "Dungeon Boss."

Maintaining a separate body of work as a singer, songwriter, and multi-instrumentalist, Stephen has independently released numerous solo albums as well as 2 EP's with Dallas band The Presumptions.
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